Another Day Passed

After one day, still i am not doing much in homework and study.
What is my ambition?
Where is my ambition?
Should i just be an ordinary one?

Other topic, in the orchestra practice in the afternoon, i was told to "smile" more, and not only with a serious face. So, my old one remains unchanged. Time for me to change? Or shall i remains to be the old one?

Instant Messaging

If it is not to disturb/be disturbed by others, then what for to have IM like gtalk, msn or ym? So please feel free to disturb.

Anxiety

To talk, you may not like it and not accept it. 
Not to talk, but i cant stop to tell the facts to the others. 
Should i talk or not? 
Being open-minded to myself save me a lot of problems. 
Being open-minded to others may cause problems to the others. 
Should i be open-minded to all people? 

I have a feeling of anxiety recently. It seems that i am going to lost my direction again. To uphold my principles of living, i feel it is not easy.

I want to be frank on everything i want to talk, but it seems difficult (? ) as i want to take care of others' feelings. Should i not consider others' feelings? Am i selfish if i want to be frank to the others?